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Lo and behold we've come to the edge of the world
These are your darkest days
It seems pretty simple
I've been here to long
But I will finally be at peace
Make them go away]
Make them go away
Make them go away
I don't want to be here like this
I don't want to stay
The clouds look like ghosts on the horizon
Waiting for the perfect wind to
Carry them away
The weights to much
I feel like leaving
Give me a reason to stay
Snow Prints on the wooden floor
I can tell someone's been here before
They're still wet but Im here alone
Like a ghost from a bathtub in his old home
Make them go away
Make them go away
Make them go away
I don't want to be here like this
I don't want to stay
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2. |
5 P.M. springtime
02:49
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5:00 o'clock everyone's getting off work
and I'm still sitting on this porch
fucked up
Well the cats out of the bag
and haven't been the same
I know sometimes you hate me I know I've changed
This thing came at me like a wrecking ball I wish I kept it to myself now you're all involved
I know sometimes you hate me and that's alright
My mind is not my own
And I'm Losing this fight
And I still feel yall'd be in a better place if I just disappeared and left one day
9.00 o'clock everyone's getting ready for bed and I'm still sitting on this porch
fucked up
But in my box
there's some grass under my feet and the smell of the flowers puts me to sleep
But in my box there's some grass under my feet and the smell of the flowers puts me to sleep
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Florida
02:48
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Well I know I didn't deserve those things that were done to me
And if I hear it wasn't your fault one more time I'm going to lose my mind
He's dead I'm alive
Now I don't fucking sleep at night
Thanks for all those great memories
I got 99 problems and some scars from the games we played
Thanks for teaching me how to love someone someday
I was strong and I did not cry I learned to accept the pain
So save the best you have for a rainy day
Because these were supposed to be the best years of my life
now all I want to do is build a house of matchstick and burn myself alive
Along with all the other things I keep buried deep inside
These were supposed to be the best years of my life
I envied you when you shot yourself
in flamingo paradise
Because you were gone and I was stuck here alive
And I will never know why
And I cant get you off my mind
Thanks for all those great memories
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4. |
Coffee Can demo
01:29
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Lying in bed
thinking about all the money I spent
last year
Lying in bed
thinking about all the time I wasted last year
on drugs.
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Erase (demo)
01:18
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Wrong place
wrong time
wrong century
Erase it all
I'll make it right this time
I'd swear to God
but I don't believe in him
that fish crawled out of water
Evolution wins again and again
erase the past
I want it back
I'd give everything
just to make it go away
I stay at home
Curtains closed
On a sunny day
I wish it would rain
My mental health suicide
things you hide
wrong time
wrong place
wrong century
erase it all I'll make it right this time
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6. |
Weight in Gold demo ver
03:05
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The Northern Lights that fill up the sky
Have been darkend by this cloud of mine
I miss myself I miss alot of things
I'm afraid of sleep and what it brings
I'm said im sorry
you said not to be
it wasn't your fault and I can see that your not the same
But Please don't leave
It's not your time
Please Stay with me
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Please stay on earth
Your worth the wait
You shine so bright
Why don't you sit
here next to me
Please stay on earth
Your worth the wait
You shine so bright
Why dont you stay awhile just breath
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This Midwest drive is so serene
Orange yellow brown and green
Midsummer into fall
You must be sick of all these faults
I'm said im sorry
you said not to be
it wasn't your fault and I can see your not the same
But Please don't leave
It's not your time
Please stay with me
Please stay on earth
Your worth the wait
You shine so bright
Why don't you sit
here next to me
Please stay on earth
Your worth the wait
You shine so bright
Why dont you stay awhile just breath
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7. |
Scuba Helmet
02:15
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Let's have an open talk
about pain torture and abuse
It's okay I'll listen
I understand I've been there too
You put on the scuba helmet and tighten up the breathing tube
Held me down and watched me struggle
for air
I'm down here looking above
control my oxygen and call it love
Close my eyes, but I can still hear all the sounds
I hope this is quick
I hope I drown
But you control my oxygen
And I can still see all the sounds
Now you're gone and I'm stuck here
This dirty secret that we shared
I did what you told me and didn't cry at all
The leaves are green,
but they turn to brown In October they fall to the ground
And just like me
They didn't make a sound
Let's have an open talk about pain torture and abuse
It's okay I understand. I'll listen
I've been there, too.
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8. |
Midwestern Winters demo
02:04
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Our old house it got so goddamn cold
Midwestern Winters and sleeping alone
a small orange ember
That fell to the ground
It's still burning but it dare not make a sound
if they see you they'll surely stomp you out
So you just wait for the wind
To stoke the fire burning inside
To meld metal hearts
That grew rusty with time
But sometimes it's just not hot enough
And you walk away
Cold as the sun
on a warm winter day
No jacket no mittens
3rd week of May
cold as the sun on a warm winter day
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9. |
Rusty Canoe Demo 2020
03:16
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Depression is just fine
if you can just set aside the time
for all the other things
that I'll follow in its wake
Lack of sleep and appetite
That shit that keeps you up at night
Just give it some time
you're going to be all right
Going down the falls in a rusty canoe
if you survive this time it's all on you
depression is just fine if you can just set aside the time
going down the falls in a rusty canoe
Depression is just fine
if you can just set aside the time
Because it gets worse
It gets worse
It builds up as the weeks go by
It's like riding a bike with no handlebars
Down a hill of fire
Blindfolded and tired
Going down the falls in a rusty canoe
if you survive this time it's all on you
depression is just fine if you can just set aside the time
going down the falls in a rusty canoe
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I lied to you again
I know lately I've done it a lot
You asked if I was okay I said yeah I'm fine
But I need to call back but I'm so scared
I forgot to tell you the most important thing...3 words
the sun is setting slowly in the south
The last words you heard
I love you
in time you'll be better off without
The last words you
heard
I love you
Edit the sad parts
And get to the grit
my heart's a landslide
and im sorry you're a part of it
I dragged you down With me
so I wouldn't be alone
I put this burden on you
it's been on me for so long
the Sun is setting slowly in the south
but you can't stop you just begun
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Devils Path
02:01
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There's a place on Broadway and 9th
And you can get what you want if you know the right guy
take my hand I'll be your guide
You said you needed more sadness in your life
So I pick up the phone and I called my guy
Hold my hand I'll be your guide
Take a walk down the devil's path with me
You finally feel nothing at all
Isn't that what you asked for
You finally feel nothing at all
You finally feel nothing at all
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12. |
Merwin Perry Baker
05:08
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13. |
Taste for Blood (demo)
04:08
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mama died when I was born
the doctor said we had the same colored eyes
They told me stories about your life
And the things you did
to make people smile
But I know they lied
I know they lied
Grandma told me you were a spy
And you must of killed at least
a 1000 times or more
She told me stories about your life
Now I know why
Now I know why
I have a taste for blood
It's in my blood
I have a taste for blood
Its in my blood
I came to tell you that I'm giving up
I've just had enough
I came to tell you that I'm giving up
I killed my first when I was 5
Grandma said it was an accident
As she tried to save his life
I did it again when I was 9
Grandma said it will be ok don't say a word just go inside
It felt good and I knew why
Doctor said we had the same colored eyes
She's my Eldorado
My lost city of gold
I searched forever
Thought I'd grown too old
I told her stories about my life
And the things I did to make people smile
But she knows I lied
She knows I lie
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Pencil 2020
02:03
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I wrote it on the calendar in pencil
So it could easily be erased
Just in case
I change my mind
Just in case
And I guess I'm ready isn't that what they all say
when you finally reach the bottom
And you just want to
stay
And I guess I'm ready isn't that what they all say
when you finally reach the bottom
And up seems so far away
early morning sunshine
Exquisitely divine
You float across the floor
And dissapeared
Into the Night
Swept into another world
In the blink of an eye
You can barely hear them talking
Trapped on the other side
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Coward / Agitator
04:16
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Im looking for a reason not to leave this place
Maybe the moon is in some sort of fucked up retrograde
Maybe I'm too high
Just relax let your toes feel the sand
But the devil on my shoulder has other plans
Do it you coward
It's your choice to make
It's all your fault
These are all your mistakes
Do it you coward
Don't be afraid
No one will care
Your just wasting space
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Will it pass
Or will it take its toll.
It takes more dirt to fill the same hole.
Calling out names
One by one
in that same old alphabetical tone
We are all just
Collecting mold
This shit is getting old
This story has been told
But your names not called
you are on a different list
You are known as an agitator
By the numbers on your wrist
663 or
666
Roman Catholic
Atheist
Im not a number
Now your just beginning to understand
The vigor of just 1 man
Strength in numbers
It just takes a few
Agitators
To systematically turn the weak against you
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16. |
Hey Bro
01:44
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Hey bro
been trying to call
where are you at
hey bro
what the fuck you doing
do you wanna hang
let me know
I’m at the bar
I scored some blow
do you want to hang
let me know
hey bro
hey bro
hey bro
what bar are you at
I’m on my way
can you hear my tires screeching
hey bro
what the fuck
hey bro
hey bro
hey bro
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Mossy Vaughn Rockford, Illinois
Mossy Vaughn
I am a songwriter from Rockford Illinois.
This bandcamp is for my personal demos and songs 97%
recorded on an iPad ..Like most musicians I quit trying to please people these recording are to document a blip in time. I am leaving these songs as a gift for when I am gone to the people who actually listened ....❤️
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