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MOSSY'S ALBUM OF DEMOS

by Mossy Vaughn

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1.
Lo and behold we've come to the edge of the world These are your darkest days It seems pretty simple I've been here to long But I will finally be at peace Make them go away] Make them go away Make them go away I don't want to be here like this I don't want to stay The clouds look like ghosts on the horizon Waiting for the perfect wind to Carry them away The weights to much I feel like leaving Give me a reason to stay Snow Prints on the wooden floor I can tell someone's been here before They're still wet but Im here alone Like a ghost from a bathtub in his old home Make them go away Make them go away Make them go away I don't want to be here like this I don't want to stay
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5:00 o'clock everyone's getting off work and I'm still sitting on this porch fucked up Well the cats out of the bag and haven't been the same I know sometimes you hate me I know I've changed This thing came at me like a wrecking ball I wish I kept it to myself now you're all involved I know sometimes you hate me and that's alright My mind is not my own And I'm Losing this fight And I still feel yall'd be in a better place if I just disappeared and left one day 9.00 o'clock everyone's getting ready for bed and I'm still sitting on this porch fucked up But in my box there's some grass under my feet and the smell of the flowers puts me to sleep But in my box there's some grass under my feet and the smell of the flowers puts me to sleep
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Florida 02:48
Well I know I didn't deserve those things that were done to me And if I hear it wasn't your fault one more time I'm going to lose my mind He's dead I'm alive Now I don't fucking sleep at night Thanks for all those great memories I got 99 problems and some scars from the games we played Thanks for teaching me how to love someone someday I was strong and I did not cry I learned to accept the pain So save the best you have for a rainy day Because these were supposed to be the best years of my life now all I want to do is build a house of matchstick and burn myself alive Along with all the other things I keep buried deep inside These were supposed to be the best years of my life I envied you when you shot yourself in flamingo paradise Because you were gone and I was stuck here alive And I will never know why And I cant get you off my mind Thanks for all those great memories
4.
Lying in bed thinking about all the money I spent last year Lying in bed thinking about all the time I wasted last year on drugs.
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Erase (demo) 01:18
Wrong place wrong time wrong century Erase it all I'll make it right this time I'd swear to God but I don't believe in him that fish crawled out of water Evolution wins again and again erase the past I want it back I'd give everything just to make it go away I stay at home Curtains closed On a sunny day I wish it would rain My mental health suicide things you hide wrong time wrong place wrong century erase it all I'll make it right this time
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The Northern Lights that fill up the sky Have been darkend by this cloud of mine I miss myself I miss alot of things I'm afraid of sleep and what it brings I'm said im sorry you said not to be it wasn't your fault and I can see that your not the same But Please don't leave It's not your time Please Stay with me ========= Please stay on earth Your worth the wait You shine so bright Why don't you sit here next to me Please stay on earth Your worth the wait You shine so bright Why dont you stay awhile just breath ============ This Midwest drive is so serene Orange yellow brown and green Midsummer into fall You must be sick of all these faults I'm said im sorry you said not to be it wasn't your fault and I can see your not the same But Please don't leave It's not your time Please stay with me Please stay on earth Your worth the wait You shine so bright Why don't you sit here next to me Please stay on earth Your worth the wait You shine so bright Why dont you stay awhile just breath
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Scuba Helmet 02:15
Let's have an open talk about pain torture and abuse It's okay I'll listen I understand I've been there too You put on the scuba helmet and tighten up the breathing tube Held me down and watched me struggle for air I'm down here looking above control my oxygen and call it love Close my eyes, but I can still hear all the sounds I hope this is quick I hope I drown But you control my oxygen And I can still see all the sounds Now you're gone and I'm stuck here This dirty secret that we shared I did what you told me and didn't cry at all The leaves are green, but they turn to brown In October they fall to the ground And just like me They didn't make a sound Let's have an open talk about pain torture and abuse It's okay I understand. I'll listen I've been there, too.
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Our old house it got so goddamn cold Midwestern Winters and sleeping alone a small orange ember That fell to the ground It's still burning but it dare not make a sound if they see you they'll surely stomp you out So you just wait for the wind To stoke the fire burning inside To meld metal hearts That grew rusty with time But sometimes it's just not hot enough And you walk away Cold as the sun on a warm winter day No jacket no mittens 3rd week of May cold as the sun on a warm winter day
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Depression is just fine if you can just set aside the time for all the other things that I'll follow in its wake Lack of sleep and appetite That shit that keeps you up at night Just give it some time you're going to be all right Going down the falls in a rusty canoe if you survive this time it's all on you depression is just fine if you can just set aside the time going down the falls in a rusty canoe Depression is just fine if you can just set aside the time Because it gets worse It gets worse It builds up as the weeks go by It's like riding a bike with no handlebars Down a hill of fire Blindfolded and tired Going down the falls in a rusty canoe if you survive this time it's all on you depression is just fine if you can just set aside the time going down the falls in a rusty canoe
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I lied to you again I know lately I've done it a lot You asked if I was okay I said yeah I'm fine But I need to call back but I'm so scared I forgot to tell you the most important thing...3 words the sun is setting slowly in the south The last words you heard I love you in time you'll be better off without The last words you heard I love you Edit the sad parts And get to the grit my heart's a landslide and im sorry you're a part of it I dragged you down With me so I wouldn't be alone I put this burden on you it's been on me for so long the Sun is setting slowly in the south but you can't stop you just begun
11.
Devils Path 02:01
There's a place on Broadway and 9th And you can get what you want if you know the right guy take my hand I'll be your guide You said you needed more sadness in your life So I pick up the phone and I called my guy Hold my hand I'll be your guide Take a walk down the devil's path with me You finally feel nothing at all Isn't that what you asked for You finally feel nothing at all You finally feel nothing at all
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mama died when I was born the doctor said we had the same colored eyes They told me stories about your life And the things you did to make people smile But I know they lied I know they lied Grandma told me you were a spy And you must of killed at least a 1000 times or more She told me stories about your life Now I know why Now I know why I have a taste for blood It's in my blood I have a taste for blood Its in my blood I came to tell you that I'm giving up I've just had enough I came to tell you that I'm giving up I killed my first when I was 5 Grandma said it was an accident As she tried to save his life I did it again when I was 9 Grandma said it will be ok don't say a word just go inside It felt good and I knew why Doctor said we had the same colored eyes She's my Eldorado My lost city of gold I searched forever Thought I'd grown too old I told her stories about my life And the things I did to make people smile But she knows I lied She knows I lie
14.
Pencil 2020 02:03
I wrote it on the calendar in pencil So it could easily be erased Just in case I change my mind Just in case And I guess I'm ready isn't that what they all say when you finally reach the bottom And you just want to stay And I guess I'm ready isn't that what they all say when you finally reach the bottom And up seems so far away early morning sunshine Exquisitely divine You float across the floor And dissapeared Into the Night Swept into another world In the blink of an eye You can barely hear them talking Trapped on the other side
15.
Im looking for a reason not to leave this place Maybe the moon is in some sort of fucked up retrograde Maybe I'm too high Just relax let your toes feel the sand But the devil on my shoulder has other plans Do it you coward It's your choice to make It's all your fault These are all your mistakes Do it you coward Don't be afraid No one will care Your just wasting space ======agitator== Will it pass Or will it take its toll. It takes more dirt to fill the same hole. Calling out names One by one in that same old alphabetical tone We are all just Collecting mold This shit is getting old This story has been told But your names not called you are on a different list You are known as an agitator By the numbers on your wrist 663 or 666 Roman Catholic Atheist Im not a number Now your just beginning to understand The vigor of just 1 man Strength in numbers It just takes a few Agitators To systematically turn the weak against you
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Hey Bro 01:44
Hey bro been trying to call where are you at hey bro what the fuck you doing do you wanna hang let me know I’m at the bar I scored some blow do you want to hang let me know hey bro hey bro hey bro what bar are you at I’m on my way can you hear my tires screeching hey bro what the fuck hey bro hey bro hey bro

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released September 4, 2019

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Mossy Vaughn Rockford, Illinois

Mossy Vaughn
I am a songwriter from Rockford Illinois.
This bandcamp is for my personal demos and songs 97% recorded on an iPad ..Like most musicians I quit trying to please people these recording are to document a blip in time. I am leaving these songs as a gift for when I am gone to the people who actually listened ....❤️
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